Long distance broken heart

riptide
2 min readNov 7, 2020

First of all, I have to apologize for my low level of english, Im a latina so its a little difficult to write.

It started when I decided to download an App named Hoop. Some people wouldn’t believe me but when I saw his picture I started at it thinking that he has something that I really like but I didn’t know what.

We “match” and he added me on snapchat, he was so kind and easy going that I thought that we’ll be good friend. With the passed of the time we chatting on Whatsapp everyday. I used to woke up at evenings to talk with him, because he is in Germany and I am in Peru and at some point we started flirting and he as a gentleman told me how he feel and that he was a little bit pessimist so he prefer not to have something with me.

I really like and I told him that Its true that It would be something unknown but as same as could happen something bad, it could also happen something good so I asked him if he can think about that before he take a decision.

Some days later he told me that he was feeling guilty for not give me an answer but that he was pretty sure that he like me a lot so I asked him to date. It last 10 ten days, he finished it because he had some problems and he wasn’t feeling good with the relationship. He thought that he wasn’t good enough for me and also he told me that it won’t work out because his parents will never accept me because they want him to get married with a Egyptian (He’s from Egypt) or at least married with a Muslim and I’m catholic.

All this happened a moth ago, I still have feeling for him and we are still talking as a friends. Is it normal that I love him so much even if we’ve never met in person ?

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